When she's down and troubled and she needs a helping hand...

She feels lost in her own feet.

She cares about her friends,
and hopes that they don't forget who she is...
But some of them just keep disapointing her.

Some old friends, once "friends for life",
are now like passing strangers,
and worse, some of them are acting like her enemies - "Enemies??"

She thought she would never have to use that word...
She fears that this frightening word, Enemy,
might be, one day, part of her daily vocabulary,
And she trembles with that awful feeling.

The main question in this tricky matter is:
This girl just wants to be happy,
enjoying every moment with the people she loves,
to cherish and hold on tight to one second of laughter
with someone who loves her.

In her mind and her own fantasy world,
this is the beautiful simplicity of friendship...
And who are they to take away her dreams?
Who are they to destroy this (utopic?) need
to feel safe and secure with them,
to be sure
that she's never going to be let down
by someone she cared about so much?

The one thing that is sure for her
is that not everyone of them are gone.
Some people, that unexpectedly she ended up loving so much
are still there, not always, not in presence.
But when they're there, they're hers and hers only.

And she smiles because she knows they're watching her, wherever they are.

=)